Claire ([info]moonlettuce) wrote in [info]mmom,

Fic: Morphine, SGA, Day 2

Title: Morphine
Author: Claire
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Sheppard / McKay

Rodney doesn't think of John as he wraps his fingers around his cock.

He doesn't think about the way John's arms would look stretched over his head, Rodney's fingers around his wrists.

He starts slowly, hand lazily moving over hard flesh.

He doesn't think about how John's lips would look with Rodney's cock sliding between them.

His other hand moves to his chest, running lightly over his skin.

He doesn't think of how John would look - on his knees and head bowed slightly.

His thumb brushes over the head of his cock, swiping through the pre-come that's there.

He doesn't think of the way John's eyes would widen slightly as Rodney pushed into him.

The grip on his cock tightens as his other hand moves down from his chest to cup his balls, rolling them in his fingers.

He doesn't think of the sounds John would make, of the please and yes and more that would drop from his lips.

His movements are faster now, fingers slick as they move over his cock in a way that's perfect and right and there.

He doesn't think of the way John's body would tighten, head falling back and Rodney's name gasped into air, when he came.

His body snaps, once and sharp, as the come hits his stomach, scent wrapping around a name that breaks the silence.

He doesn't think of the words they'd say afterwards, whispered into the darkness, as they'd lie there, cocooned and together.

He doesn't think of any of it as he wipes the cooling come off his stomach with his t-shirt and tries to sleep in the bed that's only ever held him.
Tags: author: moonlettuce, fandom: stargate: atlantis, year: 2006: day 02

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[info]indigorhapsody

May 2 2006, 20:17:58 UTC 6 years ago

That's sad - and lovely. You manage to convey a great deal of longing while completely denying that he's longing for it.

[info]moonlettuce

May 4 2006, 21:36:55 UTC 6 years ago

After I wrote this I just wanted to bundle up Rodney and give him to John *g*

[info]ozsaur

May 3 2006, 00:10:31 UTC 6 years ago

The last line made me so sad for Rodney. Lovely writing.

[info]moonlettuce

May 4 2006, 21:38:24 UTC 6 years ago

I just keep telling myself that they're happily shagging and this was before Rodney realised John felt the same :D

[info]lillyjk

May 3 2006, 04:08:35 UTC 6 years ago

hot with just the right touch of angst...and don't you know that Sheppard's doing the same thing...

[info]moonlettuce

May 4 2006, 21:38:52 UTC 6 years ago

He is! He so very, very is :D

[info]mandragora1

May 3 2006, 21:31:08 UTC 6 years ago

Aw. Poor Rodney. All that longing and loneliness. Hey, you know what would cheer Rodney up?

A story in which all the things he doesn't think about come true.

Oh, go on. You know you I want you to. *g*

[info]moonlettuce

May 4 2006, 21:41:24 UTC 6 years ago

*grin* Well, there's still 28 of them to go, so I'm sure Rodney will get his desires. Okay, since I'm writing them, I definitely sure Rodney will get Sheppard his desires ;)

[info]viciouswishes

June 4 2006, 10:34:15 UTC 5 years ago

Very hot and very sad at the same time. The last line just kills me.

[info]moonlettuce

June 6 2006, 19:47:07 UTC 5 years ago

Some days I like the humour, and some days I need to be mean. I just make it better by telling myself that the week after Sheppard came to Rodney's room and said that life was too short and that they needed to ahve sex right now.

[info]xandutch

June 7 2006, 19:55:41 UTC 5 years ago

*is slightly cross-eyed with the not thinking* Wo0t!

[info]moonlettuce

June 7 2006, 20:43:53 UTC 5 years ago

I swing so quickly between angst and crack for these things *g*
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